for like ever

for like ever is my personal blog. My first posts were written in 2008 and there aren’t many. I did not jump on the blogger bandwagon. I did not sit at home in my pajamas and write about my life (yes, I have one), or my husband or wife and kids (no, I don’t have either or any), or my cats (maybe, I have two). I was too busy working a job I didn’t like.

But as of November 1, 2010, I no longer spend my days assisting the CIO of an investment firm in century city. I no longer have big time responsibility with small time satisfaction. I walked away from total security and eight-hour days in an office, directly into the uncertainty of freelance and a new puppy.

Now I’m trying to figure out who I am when I’m not conforming to ideas (about career, the role of women, security, safety) I don’t necessarily agree with.

In addition to writing and editing, I like tennis, yoga and books. I wish I spoke another language and if I ever make one of those lists of things to do before you die, become fluent in French or Spanish will be on it. I’m an introvert who needs a gentle nudge to go to a party or do karaoke. I recently learned to salsa and I can’t stop dancing.

I hope for a lot of great things in the world but am doubtful people can step up. I’m intrigued by people who question everything. I love words but hate small talk. I run for miles to quiet my mind. I drink espresso to get high. I write and read and dance to feed my soul. My toenails are always red.

My moods vary depending on the phase of the moon. I lean toward the darker side and have loads of experience with stuff like pain and despair and the occasional suicidal fantasy. I often take the lord’s name in vain. I don’t think he minds.